E-mail from Kiki

Hi there,

Sorry I haven't actually spoke with many you but I know that Steve talks to some you frequently. As you can imagine I get tired of talking sometimes. I wanted to thank you soooooo much for visiting the website and following our journey. You know me and my computer illiteracy.

Things are ok just very overwhelming. Some days I can't even believe this is happening. I'm trying to stay strong but it gets harder every day. I know the best place for him is inside me and I want him to saty in there as long as possible. But let me tell you something there's nothing like a numb Cuban butt!!!

Honestly the hardest part about this whole thing is being away from Olivia. The hardest part of the day is the nighttime when they take her away. I know she's well cared for with my family but its hard not to be able to cuddle her every night. But I know that " the Champ " is the one that need me the most right now.

I miss you guys like crazy especially the kids give them a big kiss from us. Unfortunately it is very hard for me to express myself in words and I could never write the way that you do so If you could please let eveyoone know that I am eternally gratefull for all of the thoughts and prayers, I could not make it through this very difficult time without them.

Talk to you soon,
KIKI